major milestone? probably the NYC trip that i clocked. i was watching a show that day and someone said that traveling alone makes one realise the loneliness within. to be very frank, i was too tired to feel that way. there were too many places that i needed to cover, and i thought i loved the freedom more than anything else. not forgetting the purchase which i was most proud of - my iphone 5s. never appreciated the usefulness of a phone so much.
mistakes made and i promise not to make them again this year. and ever. i hope i would be forgiven for those silly things that i have done. :|
i kept thinking about the opportunities that i have given up. did i take things too lightly back then? what would have happened if i made the first move 9yrs back? what if i gave ourselves a chance 8yrs back? what if i accepted him 7yrs back? what if i didn't give up on him 3yrs back? so many what ifs..just too bad we can't turn back time. maybe its all fate - which i'm a firm believer of. so actually there's no what if to speak of in the first place. its really ok. i think since some time last year, i have learnt to "try" so that i wont live with regrets. i think this will still be the guiding principle moving forward.
new year resolution? really nothing much.
just wishing for a safe and smooth year ahead for myself, my family and everyone else. world peace V.
